Although I try my best, I couldn’t prevent crying yesterday evening over him.
How hard I try to forget, how hard I try to block him out of my system, how hard I try to let him be, how hard my mind says, enough is enough, he doesn’t love you.
So I put on my dancing shoes, I rise and shine, my friend even arranges a blind date, my ex keeps on contacting me, it’s raining men, halleluja, but it’s not what my heart wants.
But today my day was blissfull, the AUM brings me inner space. I feel peace, love and fulfillment. My table d’hôte was fully booked, the food was beautiful, the atmosphere briljant, my trainee is smiling at me, we are having fun, I don’t care, I am, I walk this life my way.